My whole body is aching, real damn badly)): Even my butt, can u believe it? I cant sit properly, which hurt! I hate this. And i guess i'll be staying at home again today, alone. As parents will be sending lil sissy to here and there. Will be bored to death. Again, im not complaining. But ...... wun be accompanying me again. As we seem not to be in gd terms? Or have we alwayZ not been in gd terms? So yeah. That says it all.
"U are fnally back to yrself. My prayers have been answered again. No more, manja-ing and all. No more sms every hour. No more calls. No more laugh, no more joke. I know ive screwed everything up. But this will end sooner or later. I dun mind. And everytime i think abt it, my heart start having holes. It tend to get the better of me. But yet again, ive woken up to reality. I am glad. Thanks for being sucha sweetheart these past few day. I dun wish to stay. I feel like im not in the right place. Can i leave?"