Yoooohooooo people :D! How have u all been? Meeeeeee? Im nooooooo goooooood):! I havent had any rest for this whole week. And i swear, my energy is all drained out. I keep falling asleep anywhere and everywhere. Ive been out almost everyday till late. On mon, school was as per-normal. And then had self-study in school till 6pm. It was fun bcoz my company was great. The food Mrs Ang ordered was awesomezxz :D! We had a fest before we start our revision. And only 6 including Mrs Ang stayed in school till 6pm for self-study. And smth happened when i was omw hm. Heheeehee. A guy came up to me and said that someone on the phone wana talk to me. And ofcoz i know the person on the phone. So then he asked me to leave my num and i gave him psl i knal dier. And i igt the one yg i bbual pat phone tu nak my num. So i bagi jelah. Then bile dah balek, dier msg. And the one messaging wasnt the one on the phone, it was the guy yg ckp ader org nak bbual dgn i. HAHHAHAHHA! And when i asked him asal tibe2 nak my num? And his ans was superrrrrrrcute gilerr mcm nak sepak trajang semue tao! Hehehhehee. Only my girls know wad he said hehe. And lagi dier tggl depan/seblah blk i je. Best tao :D! Nak teman blh ajak dier, kan best((:
So anw, tuesday wante to stay back for math atp and self study in school again, but grace wanted me to help her bake cookies(which turn out gross!!!) I like the one i bake at home better!!! Then stayed at her house till 6pm. Was feeling superrr tiredd omw home. And i slept only at ard 1am or 2am(i cant rmb). The next day, went home straight after schoooool :D! And had to study bcoz the next day had math and ss paper. Which was really terrible!!!! In my 15 and a half living, i have never, i repeat, NEVER fell aslp while going thru math work. But i did on that day bcoz i was really tired! And i had no mood so i gave up half way and read ss instead. Lucky whut i read came up for the paper((: And that guy who asked for my num, was superrr sweeeet like honey can? He lend me his maths and ss book. Smth like a notebook ah. Which help alot. Only that he gave it to me on the day i had my paper. Mcm mane nak igt semue kan? And he also gave me choc which made me smile while eating it =8D! A superr sweet and nice guy. I sukeee hehe.
And i had difficulties while doing math. Terrible! I am sure to fail. And u know whut? I fell aslp while doing ss paper. Its just my eye was in pain, so i closed my eyes and rested my head on the table, and boooooom. I feel aslp. Woke up, quickly write for ss. Teeeheheheee. Kesian kan i? Hahahhhaha. And today is geog and chem paper which was oso terrible! I can foresee myself getting @#$&@# shitty marks. Its alwayZ been like that anw. And i keep sleeping after doing my paper. Btol2 tak blh tahan seh! Dah ngantok aper nak buat. Lucky monday tak skola. Tapi tuesday ader math paper 2. Sigh! Ok lah. I nk siap ni. Nak kluar pegi blaja lah. Aboden?!?! Heheh tata titi tutu. Bengali luv u.
"I prayed again. I prayed that god will take everything from me, even u. I know that no matter whut, this day will come to an end. I know that sweet things will nvr last, with u ofcoz. I wun deny, but now its over. I wan all of this to go away. I will stop, im not yr sunshine anymore. Im just me, alone. I am used to being alone. I just wan u to have yr happiness. So pls, leave me. I will do the same. To say this again and again, i have alr woken up from te reality. Now, its just me, alone. Tc."