The only happy thing that made me laugh today is,
"I'm trying to keep my promise!" I blinked my wet blurry eyes, suddenly sure that I was dreaming. "When did you ever promise to kill yourself falling out of Charlie's tree?"
It really made my morning brighter :DD! And havent been going to school since last wed till today. I really am the last one behind class. Encouraging words wun make me start looking through my books! I hate it! Im not strong enough for every single thing!
"Now i felt that i am not important, to everyone and even u. I have never been important in my whole life. Its just me, alone."