Beat That.

"I feel that i shud stop doing things which is going to please others. I think its time for me to stand on my own and do things which wun please u. Even when i try pleasing u, it feels like im being yr dog. I remember u saying that. But how about when i dun please u? U will not care. So wad do u actually wan me to do? I am willing to give in, im not calculative u know. Ill go with the flow. And i am not complaining here. I just wanna know, y do i care? U yrself dun care abt me. And here i am, alwayZ having wild thoughts of u. So here i am, anouncing that i will do things that wun please any of u anymore. But i have not been pretending all this time. I am purely, and with open heart, been willing to sacrifice myself for allthe hurt all this while. I just wanna see, do u even care for me, atleast? And ive wake up to reality. I am facing them right now(: But i still care for u. Sooner or later, ill be gone."