Time checked: 8.53am
Does it matter now that the pain comes back? Y do i have to be so sick and weak? Y cant i seem to do things the right way? Y cant i just stand up on my own? WHY!?!? As long that im alone, everything doesnt matter anymore.
"All those things u said didnt make sense. Those were ridiculous. U know that people care for u more than i do. It wasnt about me, it was about u. When i said i dun mind, people dun care about me, i really mean it. There's never been anyone hu care. And this is the best way. Its time for me to wake up from reality. I know this will come sooner or later, im used to this. Bcoz all doesnt seem to matter anymore. Im sure u didnt wanna put more hope on me. I know u have enough of these. Alright, i'll stop. U have a future ahead of u. Tc of yrself, pls. Goodbye."