time check is 9.37am! and obviously im not in schl right now. the pain came back and it was really uncomfortable. i know the doctor wudnt wan me to keep coming back for appointment. but the pain just keep coming back. and its like an everyday thing for me alr. and then, the doctor will prescribe tablets for me. then eating medicine day and night is also like a routine. ofcoz i wudnt wan to be in this state! and i wudnt wan mom to worry so much although she doesnt show me, she's a calm person in the outside but we wudnt know it in the inside. and to me, my mom is a role model. she's a strong person with or without friends. she dont take critism from people or even her own blood eventhou she had done alot of good deeds for them. and it really hurt me to see or hear wad they have to say abt my mom. and i wud even tell mom, "y do u have to help them even when they say things abt u?" and she will say, "wad we do for them, we're not asking them to repay us. allah will do so." and my heart will crush. and there i know im from her kin because wadever i do for people i wudnt ask them to repay me. i am v v v glad to do so with open arms and heart.
haha tears nearly flood my eyes. its just heartache for me. sigh! no matter wad, i luv my mom and dad and sis and all of u. will be going out at 11 to sentosa with dearest cuz. back ltr :D!