"it felt just like yesterday i was talking to u, i was laughing with u, i last met u. but it will never happen again after this. im sorry if i cant be the fun girl who u contact with for the past few years. i know i never was fun to be with, im not pretty as the other girls u know. no more sorries. i'll stop here. i wish u all the best no matter wad. take care pls, i luv u. gdbye."
p.s. Let this be my las word that i trust thy luv.
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Im not sure the things im gonna type right now is gonna make any sense. But i guess for the 15 years i live, and there's many more years ahead of me. I see that some people do not really treasure wad thy have, especially or i can say including me. And for the others too. To see that they are only thankful to the people that have done/help or anything that pleases them, only for a second, or so. And then, the someone who have helped/done anything for he/she or u would then forget the good deed that the person have did for u. But for me, its not easy for me to forget things that my beloved friends/family had done for me, or helped me in any way. And eventhou i am forgotten for the good deeds that i have done for some of u(anyone in particular), it just saddens me sometimes but ofcoz i wun do things like revenge or anything. I just feel the need to thank mostly babyg ika for alwayZ being there for me(ok wait, maybe not all the time). But still for the fun times, unhappy times, and so on. Ok b, i dun make any sense here. Oh well, i alwayZ dun make any sense and i know people will never appreciate me for the good deeds ive done.
Well, i dun wanna list the people who i wanna thank them here. But mostly, bb. Thx for telling me things that basically made sense eventhou those things u said sometimes hurt me. Yes, u are everything. Thx for the 5 years friendship that u had to tolerate with me, for everything. Thx bb. I wont forget u, eventhou u wud.
I just hope that my beloved friends wont forget the good things/happy moment we spent together eventhou we oso have bad and sad moments together. I feel that its best if i'll just vanish from this internet world. I dun deserve new friends. I'll stop here. Gdbye people.