Beat That.

"those feelings has gotten over me. tears kept rolling down. y did i hope so much? y didnt i realize? y must it end up like this? y am i so stupid? y? y? y? y? y? y is there alwayZ questions without an answer? y am i hurt like this? y did it affect me so much right now? y must i care? y must i bother? y cant i just, ..... i dun wish to regret, but i cant stop asking myself. y? right from the v start, i nvr wanna get hurt. i am so afraid. but y? i cant get myself to tell my friends my feelings bcoz i cant even undersand my own feelings. y am i so hurt right now? its yr life, y does it affect me? y shud i care? i only wish that we were like last time. butt now, i wish ive nvr have known u. y am i getting hurt? y? y?"

im sorry people, sorry bcoz u all are reading smth u wont understand. i am really sorry bcoz i am really, stupid.

to my dear friends, pls dun ask me anything abt this in schl, or anywhere. just act as if u know nthg. act as if u havent had a stupid friend like me. i am truly sorry. i know sorry wont cure.

i just hope bb is reading this right now. i hope i can talk to u soon. bcoz u are the only one who i really wanna talk to, who can really cheer me up, make me laugh. i hope u nvr hate me, my stupidity. bb, i am really sorry. i need u.

sorry people. i am really really really really really really really v saaaaaaaadddddddd right now. i dont know who to turn to right now. bcoz i know u all would tell me to move on(i wish to, and i really need time). i really need my own time right now. i'll be away =8(! goodbye.

"When you found out that they are not the one it's hard to accept it."

by Kabao.