"forget yesterday, cherish today. be a better person tomorrow."
p.s. i should forget about the past, you.
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i could imagine that day. the day i just had my operation. i rmbed the doctor putting an oxygen mask on my mouth. i was breathing, and i was scared. i still rmbed the doctor's face. the v handZome doctor who injected sleeping medicine through my needle. i was still breathing then, slow and steady. till i could feel my legs were numb. and my head started to feel numb too. suddenly, my whole body felt heavy, something was pushing me down. i felt v heavy and my eyes were starting to close on me. by then, i still rmbed. that very min, when i woke up. a nurse was by my side, calling out my name. my eyes were wide open then. and till now, i could feel the pain, the soreness of my wound. that min when i woke up, the pain was there, it was everywhere. it felt like, as if it were conquering my whole body. i was feeling cold. i was shaking. shaking till i felt the pain. and tears start coming out. i tried to speak up, butt i couldnt find my voice. then there, i heard my voice. i was crying out. i was feeling the pain. butt ol i could ask for was for medicine to keep me asleep. sleep till i cant feel the pain anymore. i couldnt endure the pain. i couldnt bare with it. i wanted myself asleep till that pain is gone. i was crying out, i was shaking, i was, everything. i wanted to go back to my ward, i wanted to see my mom. i wanted everything, but not the pain. i was still crying and shaking. the pain got worse. and the nurse had to cover me with another blanket and on heater just for me. they injected painkillers through my needle. i was still shaking and was still in tears.
p.s. i should forget about the past, you.
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i could imagine that day. the day i just had my operation. i rmbed the doctor putting an oxygen mask on my mouth. i was breathing, and i was scared. i still rmbed the doctor's face. the v handZome doctor who injected sleeping medicine through my needle. i was still breathing then, slow and steady. till i could feel my legs were numb. and my head started to feel numb too. suddenly, my whole body felt heavy, something was pushing me down. i felt v heavy and my eyes were starting to close on me. by then, i still rmbed. that very min, when i woke up. a nurse was by my side, calling out my name. my eyes were wide open then. and till now, i could feel the pain, the soreness of my wound. that min when i woke up, the pain was there, it was everywhere. it felt like, as if it were conquering my whole body. i was feeling cold. i was shaking. shaking till i felt the pain. and tears start coming out. i tried to speak up, butt i couldnt find my voice. then there, i heard my voice. i was crying out. i was feeling the pain. butt ol i could ask for was for medicine to keep me asleep. sleep till i cant feel the pain anymore. i couldnt endure the pain. i couldnt bare with it. i wanted myself asleep till that pain is gone. i was crying out, i was shaking, i was, everything. i wanted to go back to my ward, i wanted to see my mom. i wanted everything, but not the pain. i was still crying and shaking. the pain got worse. and the nurse had to cover me with another blanket and on heater just for me. they injected painkillers through my needle. i was still shaking and was still in tears.
then slowly, i was feeling numb again. and then, i breathe slowly and then started to close my eyes, again.