Other than that, cant wait to go for bag hunting with baby ika. *winks* And again im wasting my hols just like that): Been revising some of my work, not.
*feel like puking*
Now i feel like those dayZ we had tgt was just a waste. Those past 6 months when we make love to each other were just awesome, NOT. In the first place i shouldnt have even get to know you. What darling told me was ol true, or not. The decision was mine but i chose to be with you. I dont see any nice memories with you. Eventho we make love, those were just the days that i regretted being with you. Flash back, i get so disgusted, VERY! You broke my heart for the first time, second, and even third. When the first time you broke it, that v one promise you made to me was nothing but a lie. You broke it and then thats when i knew that ol promises are meant to be broken and i start to be afraid of making promises. Never did i make any promises with anyone becoz of you. You were the reason i am afraid of, thinking about that promises are just meant to be broken. And when i already moved on, you came back into my life bringing me lots of questions. Indeed ALOT! People didnt want me to get hurt again but i gave you another chance, everyone hated you but i didnt. Ol i wanted was for you to change but instead you broke my heart again, why did you?! But we got tgt again and again. Until ol my love for you has vanish into thin air. I hated you so much. And then u got tgt with my friend, or not. You told her you wanted her but you said to me you wanted me. Why cant you make up your mind? And you even told me that you went on dates with other girls but still cant forget about me, i hated you more. Now, thinking back, i dont know what to say! Lets just end here, ive already moved on.