i can sense that abang has a problem. and same goes to me. both of us are still not asleep yet despite it is 3.13 in the morning. abang is in his room doing dont know what. and here i am just finish chatting with jerks. i was hoping i could sneak out and get some air out there at this time. giler kan?! tapi aper nak buat. sorg sorg pon tkt seh! chat with one guy who asked me stupid q which turn me off seh! tros dah delete dier pat msn. mcm nak tendang ader, mcm nak sepak pon ader!
"i know im alwayZ starting ol this. but im trying my best to talk to u, openly. its not easy but i need u to understand. dont treat me like this, its really not cool. maybe to u, yess. but im just hurt. i know i shudnt be saying this but i just wan u to understand how i feel. i wan us to be like before. or maybe, i shud stay away? i dont know. i just wan yr ans. but still i love you."
i had this dream like a week ago. about joey. it felt so real like the first time i dreamt of him. but this time, it was different. it was romantic yet scary. ader make sense ke? so anw, i just felt good being with him in that, i meant my dream. i just like that touch, that hug. it felt so secure. it felt like i can rely on him. just one word, good! it felt so good being in his arms. that cute face of his. and now, his a handZome person. and i felt like i know him in that dream. i nvr thot that i would dream of him again. it stunned me. but i really felt gd. i miss him thou. but i wish that dream wasnt abt me and him. it was abt him him and me. it wont come true anw. everything that i want wont come true. so just shutttttupppppppp!
anw, i wanna watch, break out! on word, awesomezxzx! or maybe menopause is also gd. ok i wanna watch both. who wanna come along? pay for my tix also lah k? heheh. ok goLEK